Owner of a lonely heart...I am here to listen to whoever writes me.

[stevenal_73]

A relationship in life is about compromise...a give and take. Humans have used understanding many times to destroy that which they consider to be hostile instead of understanding it. In turn, those treated unfarely retaliate using the same measure which was used against them...hypocracy. Two wrongs never make a right. Instead of turning a mild eye to humanity, though I have been hurt many times, I seek after understanding and friendship, a listening ear. If anyone out there wishes to befriend a 27 yr old college student with a diverse amount of interests, which include math, science, language, religion, philosophy,etc..then I am here to listen to whoever wishes to write me at stephnal@yahoo.com. I will respond to all who write.

[Anucia]

Steve,

Where is US do you live?


ANUCIA

[stevenal_73]

Anucia...In one day, you answered three of my postings. Wow!!!! I don`t know what to say! I am at a loss of words right now because I appreciate it so much. Where in the US am I from? I am from California originally but I live in Wisconsin right now.Anucia, are you from Ukraine. Do you live there? Where in Ukraine do you live? Tell me more about yourself. What types of hobbies do you have ,etc...Your family? Brothers and sisters? How many if any? Thankyou very much for writing me. You sound so sweet and kind. Thanks for your advice in my"Abused and Forsaken" artical. I appreciate that very much for disclosing yourself to me. I will take your advice. Again...I write when I have more time. I wish my e-mail to you can be more thorough then this, but this weekend I will have more time to write and I have already promised myself to write more then what you see. Thanks for having an interest in me...for responding to so many of my messages. THankyou very much!Bye....Stephen.

[stevenal_73]

Anucia...I just found out that you live in FLoria...Where in Florida. I use to live in Douglas, GA,about 2 hours from JAcksonville...My family moved around quite a
bit. How long have you been in the States for? Well, I have to go. I had just remembered that you have a profile...at least we all do...and I thought I would find out for myself where you are from. Well, have to go.

[emmett_y]

Hey Steve...seen several of your post bro...got a tip for you...get out of the poor, poor, pitiful me attitude and think of something pleasent...no one wants to be around someone that is down at the mouth all the time....cheer up fellow...and you may get a smile back

da moose

[andrewblow]

Steve, Hi, I have to agree with Emmett.y I have read most of your posts, replied to some and it is obvious that you have a keen intellect, a great education, a wide and diverse interest in music, etc., etc., and if you didn't have friends before - YOU SURE DO NOW!

SO > lift that head and (whilst staying honest to your feelings and dealing with your past) set your eyes on a brighter future.

ANDREW

[stevenal_73]

Hello guys! Your right! I have been going through a severe experience of depression and I am finally out of it. If you knew my life at the present time, you would understand, but that is irrelevant. Contrary what it may seem like, I am not always this way but resently I have been going through this crisis in my life and I it has been showing in every aspect of my life. I am sorry if I seem so self- nhilistic, but I can assure you that I am over this stage in my life due to the fact I have resolved this issue. I needed an arena like this to disclose myself in because I am unable to be transparent and disclose myself to people without negative feedback because I am too sensitive of a person, but I have learned that you have to harden your conscience at times to function and to be transparent. You have to feel comfortable with yourself. I have resently moved out on my own, so I apologies for my rather negative postings. I appreciate the advice and I must say that you have shown me you care very much about me. Most people would not have revealed what you said to be but because you want me to experience all that this discussion board has to offer, you cared enough to say this. Thankyou for saying those kind words to me....Andrew. Thankyou very much for saying those things. You don`t know how much those words mean to me. Words arer powerful mechanisms within the human conscience and you made an impression on me like no other have in this discussion board. I guess I must learn to keep my feelings in check...thanks for the advice. I wasn`t going to say anything to anyone but a couple weeks ago, my mother told me that if I didn`t like visiting them, not to come back. This sparked my deep meloncollie feelings of dispare. Ok...Thanks guys again. I am paying for this because I just wanted to see if anyone had any knew postings. I feel closer to these people then my own parent`s in many ways. I love you guys for saying these things. Wow!Bye...Steve...and God bless.