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and let you breathe on me , so gentle
and i can feel you closer
to me than my veins
am i closer enough to you?
you merge into me
i wave my thoughts into you
and i can feel you running
in my mind
in my blood
in my being
you devastate me
and you keep me apart
and unified
at the same time
let me be into now
and get closer
till there wil be no difference between us
you become me i become you
we become one
you breathe with my lungs
i speak with your tongue
waiting sharpens my sense of expectations..
the more i get overwhelmed by this
unbearable missing,
the more i get devastated by an immense longing.
i am a waste- land thirst,
and all your seas, your rivers,
your universes
are yet to be enough for me.
Alone, I recreate your
images one by one, all alone.
Helpless, i keep swinging between you and you.
powerful, i keep wheeling in all that is your universe
and beyond.
I am never yours
in closeness.
I am never yours
in farness.
I am yours only
in the togtherness
that is spaced by
you and me
apart and unified at the same time.
my whole world
has come to an end,
to a final demention:
YOU
I run from you to you.
How sweet could you ever be?
on me , you exercise this unworldly magic
that spellbinds me
in your presense and absence alike.
I can't help thinking about you.
everytime i think about you
you become a totally new person
i never knew before.
everytime you prevail my mind,
i love you
as for the first time.
with every single thought
you are a first love to me-
delighting and
saddening all at once :
every pure joy has to come to an end.
k.l.
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